| Well I have hung out with my brother and sister alot. It is all
surreal (sp?). I talk to my sister almost every day. I dont
understand what I am feeling right now. I dont know how I am
supposed to feel about all of it. I have never meet these people
before but yet I have embraced them as if we have grown up
together. They have grown with the thought of me but they are
completely new to me. I dont know what to think or do about my
biological mother. I dont really have any desire to get close to
her. The only thing I have for her right now is quesitons.
Those have to be answer before I move forward with her. I dont
know when that will be.
I always wanted a sibling and I have had two all my life and never knew
it. How do you handle something like that? Well so far I
have handled it with alot of rage, time, compassion, and
thinking. I think I am growing close to my sister. I dont
know about my brother yet. Right now he just seems like one of
the guys that I hang out with. I dont know how to show emotion
about another man. I am not sure what he wants from me because he
is not the type to talk about what he feels. I know exactly what
my sister wants and I guess that is making is an easy transition for
her and me. I dont know where this road is going to lead me but I
know I am ready for the journey no matter where it leads.
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| I met my sister today. Its scary she is just like me. |
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| Well this is pretty fucking crazy but after 22yrs of living on this
earth I have found out that I am adopted. My whole family knew
and kept it a secret my whole life. I found out because my
biological mom contacted me. My dad confirmed it after I did some
investigation. So I really have know idea who I am or where I
come from but I sure as hell am going to find out.
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| Havent been here in a long time...just an update...engaged to Kathy,
Turned 22, moving to play for Licid (D3 Xball baby!!), Hate school,
taxes and annoying people, Love my woman, job and my brothers.
Cant think of much else really. lata
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| "you lubricate your love swing with the placentia of an LSD-dropping merecat" - http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=ZBTStifler
Thats just f'd up |
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